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....You
point because I'm different. I laugh because you are all the same.....
brought
to you by the J.K.X. project
HOLD ON
hold on, hold on to what?
look around, man you're all that I got.
hold on, hold on to air?
the way you treat me is so unfair.
hold on.
convince me that my life isn't the way it is
blind me so I can't see what I'm meant to be.
try to make it better when it's already getting worse.
things are falling and there's no way I can't possibly get hurt.
hold on, hold on to what?
look around, man you're all that I got.
hold on, hold on to what?
there's a sinking feeling deep down in my gut.
hold on.
give me a lens.
show me the world where pain is pretend.
let's play in the grass and make flowers grow.
I need you, you're all that I know.
hold on, hold on to what?
look around, man you're all that I got.
hold on, hold on to hope.
you're all that I need,
I need to cope.
hold on.
go on, light the way.
you know it, so show it, I don't have all day.
heal me, feel me getting warmer every step I take.
push me harder then pick up the moves I make.
hold on, hold on to what?
look around, man you're all that I got.
hold on, hold onto you.
don't let us be the ones that fell,
let us be the ones that grew.
by the J.K.X. project
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Name: got
Location: California, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: playin guitar, singing, drawing, skating (yup girls skating, its not imaginary) and yeh, chatting.. stuff..
Expertise: pissing ppl off.. hehe.. im good at guitar and singing, and drawing.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/29/2003
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| im at my dads house. his friends are over, playing games and stuff like that. i got tired of coming in last so i came back to my room.
life is so different when u have a boyfriend. its like ur world has vanished and everything revolves around him. and all u have to do is please him and urself... its a great world. u dont want anything execpt him, to hold him, feel his warmth....
i cant do that. sometimes hes so close but so far. our relationship is like a forbidden love. his dad is so strict.... i cant even go inside his house. the only time i see him is when i go over to my friends... theyre next door neighbors.. i cant even call him... i miss him so much.
i havent talked to him since tuesday. emily tried to kill me to get me to tell her who it was when he called, they were sleeping over, her and amanda. i told him to call me back in 5 minutes... he didnt. i wonder if its because of his dad or just because he didnt want to, or forgot....
sometimes i think about if he even likes me, or if hes just going out with me because of amanda. i mean, hes her best friend... maybe he doesnt even like me.... maybe he just wants amanda to be happy.i dont know... this is when i get depressed... i hate maybes.. i wish he could just tell me. he doesn t know my birthday is monday. i wonder if amanda will tell him. ive been with him like all december and all ive done was hug him. it hurts so much to hear him, but not be able to touch him...
anyways.. who wants to hear me ramble on about my tears. we saw return of the king today, great movie. tho at the end it hasd so many epilouges. its like u expect it to end and then theres another thing, then u expect it to end, but then theres another thing. but still, it was great.
i dont know what else to say so....... buh bye | | |
| im listenin to the new blink 182 cd. its cool. their songs are nice. my friends over.
song of the day:BLINK182-OBVIOUS
site of the day:(too lazy to think of one)
and we might go to the skate park later. i have been there in like forever. ill bring my blades and get up to date on the ramps. hopefully get emily to try some out too. so yeh, aint got much mroe to say
peace | | |
| sry i havent been updating it. well i got a dam detention from mr. drey who seems to be watching my every move for doign something wrong. anyway i gotta go. so ill update soon. bye | | |
| its turkey day.. i had to spend it with toms family.. its never confortable. so now were home. im on. as usual. nothing new really. tho tomorrows our - key word our - family party. big asian gathering. means food. mm.
happy turkey day | | |
| its november 24, im in the ilp (individual learning something) and im going to make my own website. if i know how to do it, it shoul be tite. not much happened, the concert was cancelled (evanescence). i hate san jose... | | |
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